TheBlackCatX

lIFE. Thank you dA for cutting my title short.

Ahem.

Hello everyone, long time no see, huh? How have you been?
I hope well,
and I hope you also have not forgotten me.

Yes, I the infamous Val/Joey have returned,
Now, I have returned but this : ---> is my new account. (Yes same icon for lack of another and its cute af.) So,
I'd love to get back in contact with those who I was close too before and I'd love to get back into contact with you all.
And with that, I shall leave here and come check periodically for any comments. ; u ;

Farewell and have a nice day or night.~

So,

Yeah, I'd like to start off with a very big apology for being very inactive and not responding to comments,etc.
But lately things have been on the ceiling. Yes.
The ceiling.//bricked
Anywho,
There's been so many things going crazy all at once in my life like school, family problems,myself emotionally, lots of stuff.
In general it's been way too many things for me too handle both psychically and mentally...

As well also, I'll be moving this Friday to a new house so for say next week or so I'll have Internet possibly? I know it'll be soon though but that's besides the point.
I just need some space to take a breather.
Some fresh air, and just relax.

Half of myself is very upset that I haven't gone on anything because I feel repelled to and the other half of me wants to speak to my friends on here and not be inactive but I just don't want to be in an upset mood and be a nuisance to you all when you're all in a good mood,etc. I just don't want to drag you down with me. I would feel horrible if I did.

And it upsets me because I've seen friends, well now some posts, that need help or stuff is tough for them, but right now I don't have all the emotional strength to go and do what I do because I'm just not well...
At least..

Not right now....
I'm so out of it and I apologize to every single one of you. I feel guilty for not responding back or posting or just not doing anything in general. I feel horrible. And I am so sorry again.
I just need space and a lot of time.

But I know soon enough I'll be good as new, but right now I'm very overwhelmed with many, many things. Some days I'm dancing naked (not literally of course lol.) but.. Seconds later I feel like breaking down or causing myself self harm or just feel like hiding under a rock..
Ya know?
This isn't me.
I'm rarely like this. . .
But it's been too much. Way too much...
So I just need time alright my lovelies..?

Don't worry, I won't necessarily be gone for long, just for a little bit..
Just so I can recover and not just be complaining or whining or posting vent stuff, etc.
So.. Till then,
I'll see you all my loves.

With lots of love, Val/Joey.
*slowly rolls away into a hole*

_{I have drawings for my special lovelies and one special one for everyone- Sadly I was not able to get many done or very little if anything from being busy with school. School suddenly became a bitch.
But yeah, I will have drawings up soon this weekend! So Sorry they're not up today! But on another note, I truly hope each and everyone of you have a beautiful day with your loved ones or even if you're single remember your friends and others love you. u v u And remember! Vally/Joey loves you~}

Happy Valentine's Day Everyone~

<sub>So gais, ;v; I'm making some special peoples and for everyone drawings and and- me being the idiot I am didn't realize Valentines day is in like.. whut, 3 days? Yeah. 3.
And I have so many drawings to do I fear I won't get them all up. :iconcryfroeverplz: So, my sincerest apologies! Because i also have school to worry about so. Yeah. ;^;
BUT I WILL GET IT DONE HNNNNG.
See you about lovelies~

*rolls away*</sub>